We all go through stages where we start to question what we are doing. My first moment was when I got my visa and realised I had been so focused on achieving that stamp in my pbuttport that I had forgotten it was only a means to an end. When we sold the house was another. It is only natural to be nervous about such a big step.
Sometimes we get carried away with our dreams but why not? It won't be perfect but I like Sel's signature - "same poo, shinier bucket". Sums it up nicely.
The big thing with me though is that I have had this thought now. It is too late not to go through with it even if I have major doubts. If it goes to pot out there I can always come back poorer financially but richer in many other ways. But I couldn't back out or I would hate myself for bottling it and spend the rest of my life wondering "what if?"
I surprised myself that reading some of this weeks news by people trying to inject realism into the debate actually made we want to go even more.
Anyway, I hope my ramblings help.
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