why is it today, of all this long drawn out process do i really feel like the poo has hit the fan?
because today 3days away from my birthday i finally realised that we will not have a house after the end of april, we wont have jobs after the end of april, ive given my bloody cat away, my children's toys are boxed and ready to go, I'm selling all our furniture and ............... the bond to centre link has only been lodged! Where in my intelligent mind did it all go wrong? Why have we decided to do all this way?
After 18months of sheer hell, its still not bloody over!
sorry to sound like a manic-depressive but, well, today i feel like one!
do i drink my self into oblivion? do i kill myself with a chocolate end?
do i hope and pray that in 5weeks time we may, just may have an answer to all this drama?
but in the true words of the "mashy" if its this dam harm to get one, I'm dam sure I'm gonna work 100% to stay in Aus
"THATS IF THEY SAY YES OF COURSE"
to all of us still waiting in this madness at least we know what schizophrenia feels like :D
hugs gee x
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